Hello Imaginary people I am referring to as I have no followers.
I think I like not having followers because it's like no pressure or something, no embarrassment. Anyways this year has been, well there. If that says anything. I mean it wasn't bad, I am a senior now but I honestly think it has been one of the suckiest years I've had to be part of. This year I have felt the loneliest, but there were many great aspects such as I found so many great bands. See this is what I do when I feel crappy listen to music(it numbs me), I have expanded my music taste so much. I haven't watched as many movies as I would have wanted to since I no longer have netflix, which sucks! The best movie I saw this year was The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Such an amazing movie, I cried no not even I bawled! I heard it was a good movie but it just hit me so hard. I can relate to the character charlie so much not in his experiences but his emotions. I've met great people none that had significantly made an impact on me. It was a pretty crappy year due to I guess just my mindset. I wouldn't call it depression but like a mid stage to it. I don't know how to describe it, an empty feeling most of the time but yet not entirely. When I watched the perks of being a wallflower a quote stuck out, "I am both happy and sad, and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be." I mean that is how I have felt over this year, I just hope it gets better next year.
So I leave you whomever reads this
that I will be fine, I just needed to share a couple things before this year ended.
Stay weird, Love Liz.
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